Friday, January 24, 2014
Daring to live: Being
Daring to live: Being: So at the beginning of the year like the 'progressive' young woman that I am, I decided to come up with my new years's resolutio...
Thursday, January 23, 2014
Forgiving Thyself
Dear Self
This has been a long time coming. Firstly I'd like to say I'm sorry and to let you know you are forgiven. No one knows you quite like I do. the secret pains, the fake laughter's while u r wailing inside, the I can do it all attitude? whilst you are dying within? I know those. I have neglected you, I have been your number one and harshest critic. sometimes I don't even need haters...I hate myself enough. But I'm going to I'm going to forgive me, love me. So from this day...you are 100% forgiven!
love
Self.
Expecting everyone to love you yet you cant even love yourself? Expecting to give love to others whilst you can barely stand yourself? How do you expect to give what u don't have. They say "Charity begins at home". Well, so does love. The January theme is basically simple...Forgiveness. Accepting the things I cannot change, Realizing that yesterday is gone and tomorrow is not guaranteed. Some mistakes of my youth, too bad cannot be undone. The only thing that can be done is learn from them, So the first step to loving me is to forgive thyself and this month ..I plan on doing just that!
I have been wronged one too many times and somehow have managed to forgive those people but I have been pretty harsh on myself. Its like every deed is embedded on my mind and time and again I flaunt it on myself... and it has the power to put in my own mental isolation. But not anymore because I choose to love me, no one else can do that for me, so I choose to free myself, I choose to be a narcissistic, egocentric being and put myself first . Hell, condescending even. After 32 years of loving everyone else but me? I deserve it.
This has been a long time coming. Firstly I'd like to say I'm sorry and to let you know you are forgiven. No one knows you quite like I do. the secret pains, the fake laughter's while u r wailing inside, the I can do it all attitude? whilst you are dying within? I know those. I have neglected you, I have been your number one and harshest critic. sometimes I don't even need haters...I hate myself enough. But I'm going to I'm going to forgive me, love me. So from this day...you are 100% forgiven!
love
Self.
Expecting everyone to love you yet you cant even love yourself? Expecting to give love to others whilst you can barely stand yourself? How do you expect to give what u don't have. They say "Charity begins at home". Well, so does love. The January theme is basically simple...Forgiveness. Accepting the things I cannot change, Realizing that yesterday is gone and tomorrow is not guaranteed. Some mistakes of my youth, too bad cannot be undone. The only thing that can be done is learn from them, So the first step to loving me is to forgive thyself and this month ..I plan on doing just that!
I have been wronged one too many times and somehow have managed to forgive those people but I have been pretty harsh on myself. Its like every deed is embedded on my mind and time and again I flaunt it on myself... and it has the power to put in my own mental isolation. But not anymore because I choose to love me, no one else can do that for me, so I choose to free myself, I choose to be a narcissistic, egocentric being and put myself first . Hell, condescending even. After 32 years of loving everyone else but me? I deserve it.
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